I would like to run away
someday.
Sometimes, i actually think i may.

Stop holding on to already existent social connections, and go look for new stories.
Just cease to live this way and travel, maybe settle somewhere. But where do my academic dreams go to? I want to study fine arts and become a teacher. But i most times feel like i suck : \
I just want to live a normal, fulfilling live. With no worries But can I? is that even possible?
When I was small, my ambitions were mere dreams. Then i grew up and I could start to mold my future. Now, I'm at a crucial point in my life. With ambitions well defined by me. And I feel like they don't belong to me. Am I capable?
How can I keep believing in my abilities if no one else does? : \
*tear*

I once wanted to be in "sex and the city".
Now, my ambition is just... to sail away .